It is at the moment exactly 24 hours until I'm seeing Dr N for an examination and, hopefully, a following circumcision. This isn't guaranteed though! After the examination and discussion, the doctor might disagree, and I might disagree. But I surely don't hope this will be the case!
IF the circumcision is performed, I know I will NOT be able to run home to admire my new, beautiful penis. Instead I should look forward to several weeks with a first bandaged, then quite unsightly and sore penis. The final result is something I'll have to be patient about.
Nevertheless I'm very expectant!